I’m feeling a little out of the loop. Yeah I fucked two guys but I still would like to fuck my neighbor next to me but he seems so aloof. I hear guys from the dungeon and by the pool having a good time and I just don’t seem to be as in the loop as last year.
I feel like I want to be sexual.
Sexuality is all around me but I’m not involved. I decide that since I don’t have anyone else to play with, I will play with myself.
I strip down naked in my tent.
The fan is blowing, gently tickling my thighs and blowing my taint. I begin to open my legs and touch myself. It is warm enough to unzip so that I can get a breeze through the mesh windows. Also there is a part of me that wants the windows open so that I can see out and others can see in. I'm not much of an exhibitionist but the vibe is totally there tonight.