Stroke 7

This last week September 15th - 22nd 2024

There have been times when I felt horny but I just couldn't get the opportunity to get into a satisfying bate session.  

Self pleasure just doesn't seem so pleasurable when preoccupied with dealing with family business of a sick loved one especially when they live on opposite ends of the state. Add getting a phone call from relatives every time I even unzip, family drama and just being in a state of depression.  Let’s not forget lack of privacy.  

Though I love my husband immensely, both of us working from home has lead to not having the freedom to roam around the apartment naked, have my sexy self portrait photo shoots, or video chat with a hot horny stud online.

One would ask, “Why not just do it when he is there?”

Because masturbation belongs to me.  It is my time. Something I don't have to share with anyone else unless I choose to.  It is my get away from all of the noise. A place to delve deep into self, fantasy and eroticism without focusing on any other energy but my own.

Every single day, every single time I came close to getting into a groove I was interrupted.  I just give up on this week altogether.

Stroke 6

 July 12, 2024

            Friday

Around 11:30PM

Earlier this year I attend my second annual Gear Up Weekend camping event for kinksters.  It is Friday night; the second day of the four day camping event.  As written on my Daddy Scruff blog, Gear Up Weekend Friday, I play around with a few guys.  But for some reason I don't feel totally connected this year.  I feel like the guy outside, looking in.  

I’m feeling a little out of the loop.  Yeah I fucked two guys but I still would like to fuck my neighbor next to me but he seems so aloof.  I hear guys from the dungeon and by the pool having a good time and I just don’t seem to be as in the loop as last year. 

I feel like I want to be sexual.

  

Sexuality is all around me but I’m not involved.  I decide that since I don’t have anyone else to play with, I will play with myself. 

I strip down naked in my tent. 

The fan is blowing, gently tickling my thighs and blowing my taint.  I begin to open my legs and touch myself.  It is warm enough to unzip so that I can get a breeze through the mesh windows.  Also there is a part of me that wants the windows open so that I can see out and others can see in.  I'm not much of an exhibitionist but the vibe is totally there tonight.

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