Stroke 23

  April 14, 2026

           

 8:33am

I receive a phone call from my dentist asking to reschedule my appointment.  Boss isn't working today.  He is meeting up with two of his co-workers for lunch.  He finally has an opportunity to get out of the house and do something with his friends.  

Usually I would go with him since I am the one to transport him everywhere.  I decided since I don't have to go to my appointment I would drop him off so that I could have  a little free time to myself.

12:15pm

We arrived at the restaurant.  I walked him inside and took off.

Finally I would have some free time to myself even if it would be an hour or two.

I get in the shower and lather up.  I dry off and get my iPad out to record the session. I know I am not going to have the time to get into a deep Bate session but I enjoy myself with the time that I do have.  

I turn on the recorder, put on my wife beater and my new gray jockstrap I recently purchased online.

I put on my favorite pair of leather gloves.  Actually the only pair I have left.  I had 10 pair of those gloves at one time.  They have all been worn and torn from constant exposure to lube, cum and just normal wear and tear.  Unfortunately once this pair is done I most likely won't have another pair like them.  Mr. S no longer carry the style and it has been damn near impossible to find another pair online. I did find other colors but black is my color. 

Regardless of my need to preserve these as long as I can, I put them on for this session.  Today I won't be wearing the usual ball cap nor will I be wearing my Muir cap.  Today I will have my pup hood on.

I have added my weight back.  I'm not half as freaked out about it as in the past.  I know how my weight fluctuates.  I will enjoy my sexiness in whatever size I am at.  

I take a few pictures as my dick grows.  I get on the bed, pull my dick out of the side of my jockstrap and begin to stroke using olive oil for my choice of lube.

I know that I'm not going to cum.  I just enjoy dressing up and getting sexy in front of the camera if I cum, I cum. If not I have new pics to share for my blog.  

As a matter of fact I already expect the phone to ring soon anyway.  Just before I get my clothes out to put on, the phone rings.  It's 2:22pm when Boss calls me ready to be picked up.  I let him know I am on my way.  I get dressed put my gear and camera up and get ready to leave.  A little less than two hours of having the apartment to myself is better than nothing.

Stroke 22

Friday, November 28, 2025

                              7:16 AM

The t-shirt I ordered came in a few days ago.  It is a shirt I saw a well known Bator wearing on his site The Dude Next Door.  He wears it often as it is his bate shirt. It is well coated with his sperm.

It is so sexy how well used it is, it inspired me to get a shirt like it and start my own journey.

About 6:40AM

I woke up with a semi hard on.  I had my PJs on with my boxers underneath and a light sweater and a t shirt underneath that.  The winter air gives off a prominent sting in the morning.  I know for certain  that the room will be cold if I get out of bed so I lay in bed trying not to wake Boss.

I gently grab the bulge of my PJs. I could have easily just reach under both the Pjs and shorts and went straight for my dick but I'm not ready for that yet. I will start with a gentle tease.  I'm not in any hurry although Boss will be awake around 8:00am or so.

7:00am  

I officially get up and check my Amazon account.

My package has arrived.  Since it is so early in the morning, I assume that the package is lying outside my apartment door.

It is here.

Eager to see what it looks like I grab the package and open it up. I don't try it on until after I get out of the shower.  For some reason I prefer to be clean before I get sticky. 

This is my window to get totally in my Bator mood.

I love underwear and sexy outfits. I enjoy raiding my sexy outfit box when I have extended time.  Something I do during self pleasure time is photograph and sometimes video myself in sexy outfits.  During the pandemic, that is how Daddy Scruff was born.  Through sheer boredom, time to myself and a horny imagination.

7:15am

I dry off, dig into my box of goodies and find a pair of gray briefs to put on to go with the new shirt.

I am hard and wet. marking a significant wet mark in my briefs.

I change into different pair of shorts more in the style of sports wear.  I take a few pictures and get a few clips of me stroking in them but I don't cum.

This day is just warm up.

November 29, 2025

5:40pm

Boss is in the office working.  I just finished my paperwork for my hours.  I had some free time to christen my new shirt.

One load.

 6:17pm

I'm reloaded and ready for some more.

Load two.

Stroke 21

 Saturday, October 15, 2025

This weekend is going to be a Bateful one. Bating my Dong and riding the edge till I’ve had enough.

Stroke 20

 Tuesday, October 28, 2025

                    About 6:40 pm

It is one day before the online bate party is to take place. I get to the hotel, unpack my items and spend a few minutes unwinding.  

Although I will be online for most of the morning tomorrow, I decide to see who's online in the video chat room.  

It's pretty active tonight with two hundred people on.

There is a side bar that shows how many people are online.  Next to each username is either an icon shaped like a camera that lets you know that person can be seen live if you so choose to click on it.  Not everybody has a camera icon. Those without, cannot be seen. They are usually just watchers. Tonight the ratio between camming bators and watchers is about half. 

Usually I would search for a few guys on cam that sparks my interest and beat my meat while they put on a show.  Tonight I really want to be seen so I don't open anyone’s window until I turn my camera on and someone opens up mine.

About twenty seconds goes by.  I look at the tally window. There are three people watching. All have no icon near their names.  A few more seconds goes by.  More people pop up. The number tallies between 11 and 14. 

Not all of my watchers have cams. The ones that do, I open their window.

I am pleasantly surprised that at least five guys out of eleven ( up to  fourteen counting the ones coming and leaving) that are both very good looking and are locked into my video chat.

These guys are interested in what I got. I know this because numerous times due to technical difficulties, I had to log off and back on to reset and they quickly re-entered my video chat.

I am usually a lone Bator as I enjoy my own body in my own space, but something about being watched and more than that; being desired in the most sexual way, is in itself arousing.

These guys are beating there meat to me and loving it.

Of course there is no real way of knowing if they are focusing on someone much hotter and sexier unless they of course call you by username in which one Bator does. He's a cute middle aged bottom guy with a hungry appetite to be fucked. He's stroking his dick as he plays with his hole.  He's the most verbal out of all of the guys.  

Everyone else is pretty much silent with the exception of occasional heavy breathing, moaning and animalistic grunts and growls.

I talk a little dirty to him and two others but for the most part I either use private messaging or just watch and stroke my dick like the others.

There's one guy that is built like a small cub.  He's a White guy.  He has an almost smooth torso with the exception of some hair around his tits and a trail from his belly button down to his crotch.  His horseshoe style mustache and a worn down gray ball cap gives him trucker vibes.

There is one other Black guy besides me.  He is showing most of his body with the exception of his face.  He is slender with a very hairy torso and crotch.  This guy has a thick fucking dick. There is no doubt that this guy is all natural. There is no trimming anywhere. Even his taint area has a good amount of hair.  He stokes his dick nice and slow  until I spread my legs in my chair.  I begin to finger my hole.

He picks up the pace. Beating his meat with more vigor.  The Trucker guy follows suit jerking with more enthusiasm.

"Oh Daddy yeah," says the verbal bottom.

I'm loving all the attention but my intention is not to cum.  I'm going to have a long bate session tomorrow so I don't want to be drained before the session.

I decide to log off for the night.  I am actually pretty content taking that it has been so long that I actually spent time in the bate.  I look forward to tomorrow when I can really go deeper.

Stroke 19

 My nipples feel very sensitive.  every time my t shirt touches them I feel arousal.  Normally nipple play does little for me. but somehow I must be extra horny because I feel so many sensations throughout my body.  Every nerve is on edge.

I want to play with myself.

The term "Play with yourself" is often used either as the butt of someone's joke or in some way to shame a person.

I don't care. 

I want to play with myself.

All by myself.

I understand that my what my body craves now and what this distracted mind will allow are two different things.  But for now I am riding the tease even if for a short moment.

Stroke 18

 Sunday Oct. 19, 2025

It's a beautiful Sunday and though I am spending most of my day cleaning and doing chores, I have decided I will be freaky and horny throughout my day.

Stroke #17

 August 27, 2025

6:36am 

I'm a little horny and ready.

6:38am I’m rubbing the bulge in my shorts. I’m not hardcore stroking. Or at least trying not to.  I’m just riding the tease until I had enough.