Monday February 12, 2024
3:13am
I wake up.
I feel the urge to pee. I lower my arm to fumble to reach the empty piss bottle on the floor next to me on the couch. This is my first time using it this way at night. Usually I get up and go in the restroom, but I decide to try it this way so I don’t have to get up as much and I also just want to feel something different. For the last few weeks I’ve had symptoms from my asthma brought on by a cold I caught last month. I finally got some medication that has been apparently helping to bring me back to my normal state of health.
Lately for the last few weeks I’ve been mainly sleeping on the couch with a few pillows to prompt my chest up while my husband have the bed to himself.
I lower my blue flannel pajamas just below my ball sack, sit myself up and pee into the 32 Oz empty bottle. I get my yellow microfiber cloth that’s next to me and wipe the remaining piss off me. I purchased those cloths specifically to use for wiping the piss off my dick. Sometimes I don’t worry about it and just do like most guys do; shake well and let it be. But sometimes I like to clean the tip off nice and good to get most of the droplets up. I’m not really that much of a neat freak. I actually do it sometimes as an excuse to “clean the tip.” A.K.A. Play with it a bit. I do this as a casual behavior but if being honest this is nothing more than part of my masturbation scheme and I very much enjoy playing along; whether it is subconscious or deliberate.
Back in my early to late 20s I attended a church that was very much a part of my life. The doctrine really shun a bad light on premarital sex, homosexuality and masturbation. Needless to say it took me quite some time to reconcile my faith with my sexuality. Now at 53, I am comfortable with who I am and my faith. Some of the concepts of walking that thin line of masturbation without actually calling it mastubation has crept in to my self pleasure play. Sometimes I don’t notice when I’m doing it like when I’m in the shower and I find myself getting aroused as I look down at the water hitting my crotch; or when I pay more attention to using the wash cloth to soap my genitals and watch the soap slowly run from between my legs. Other times are more obvious such as this morning; while I rub the soft fabric against my shaft and tip of my penis.
I already have 3/4 erection after pissing in the bottle. Paying the extra attention to it just seals the deal.
3:22am - 3:55am
I lay back down fully erect. I pull my boxers and PJs back up as I lay there for a few minutes.
I open my eyes and pick up my iPad that’s right on the floor next to me. I begin to document what’s is going on. Everything you read now is what I have done in real time. Well it’s past tense now; but I’m documenting my nocturnal playtime as I go along.
I decide to take my PJs and boxers off and just lay here with my thermal top on and my bottom part naked with the exception of putting the cloth back on my hardon again. I never sleep naked I usually always have some PJs on during the colder months; but I decide I want access, at least for now.
As I stroke I feel my heart increasing. I’m curious to know what my heart rate is as I get excited from stroking. Next time I have to pee I’m going to get my pulse oximeter.
4:52am
I’m still naked bottom half. I’m currently flaccid.
My heart rate is 52 bpm.
My legs are cold. I’m putting my PJs back on. I take another piss in the bottle and lay back down. My feet are cold so I put my socks on.
6:30 am
I wake up take a piss. Pulse is at 63 bpm. Flaccid.
7:49 am
I wake back up, take another piss. The bottle is almost full now. I pull my PJs off again, clean the tip again. I rub it, getting it swollen again. I have the cloth just laying on it with my legs open on the couch. I grab it gently. I stroke the tip putting a deeper squeeze and more momentum as I get into the rhythm of stroking. I feel the tingle at the tip of my piss slit as my heart rate increases. I’m at 72 bpm now. I come to a halt. I can feel that rush in my cock. I come to a total halt. My dick has not started throbbing yet. I don’t want to get it to throb. That is the point in which it’s more difficult to hold back the ejaculation. I just want to ride this edge and make it last. I stop for now.
It’s 5:00pm in the Afternoon
I prepare to take a shower.
The water is a good temperature. I allow the water to get me good and wet before I soap up to wash.
I use the the exfoliating cloth and soap it up real thick. I’m not quite hard. I pick up a bottle of lube that I had in the tub and lube my dick with it. I enjoy how the slippery cold texture hits my skin. I begin to stroke my cock spreading the lube evenly. This is in no way the best lube I have. The consistency is rather thin for my liking but it’s what I have closest to me right now.
I Spray the soap off from washing myself. I lift my left leg and place it on the edge of the tub giving me an open leg stance. I change the setting to a gentle mode. I reach from behind hitting from my buttocks down to the taint and slowly sprinkling my balls. It feels amazing having my balls tickled by the gentle spray. It wakens me to semi arousal. I start stroking.
The hardest I get is 3/4 of an erection. I apply more lube but the lube really doesn’t do much for me. I hold my cock in my hand, spit on it and stroke. It feels a little better but I’m still not satisfied. I stroke my hard but not all the way tumescent dick. I feel that level of cum building up so I stop.
I finished cleaning myself and now I’m mainly playing with the various shower settings.
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