stroke 15

June 13, 2025

           Sunday

It’s about 7 AM in the morning. I’m lying in bed in my blue striped underwear, briefs.  They are very comfortable as the material is a stretchable, flexible material.  It’s called a bamboo fabric.  It’s very breathable, and it moves excellent with the body. 

I wake up with the thought of being horny.  I already have an instant hard on.  Usually when I masturbate, I like to be clean.  Often I would take a shower or at least a quick wash off before I jerk off. 

Since Boss is in rehabilitation due to health issues, I have the place to myself.  I’m not worried about how I smell or anyone else smelling me.  As a matter of fact, I’m lying in bed totally aware of my body odor.   

I raise my arm pits.  My dick is hard as a rock.  I don’t even have to raise my pits because the odor from yesterday’s heat is still on me.  

Like I said before, usually, I would clean up a bit. Today I’m just going to lie in it and enjoy my scent. I grabbed the bulge in my briefs, and I begin to rub. I decide to go inside my briefs to grab my dick and stroke it slowly.  It is not long before the underwear comes off and I’m lying in the bed in my black T-shirt with nothing else on. I raise the underwear to my face and I begin to sniff that musky crotch area. I haven't taken a shower yesterday neither.  This is a two day funk I'm inhaling.  I could feel the tingling sensation at the tip of my penis as I beat off and huff my drawers.  I slow down to a halt.  After a few seconds I start back stroking.

I'm on my back legs wide open, stroking my dick dry.  I desire less friction and an easier stroke so I spit on my hand for lube.  The tingling sensation at the tip warns me of my closeness to eruption.  I take another pause.

This time There is more than cum ready to be expelled.  I feel the urge to piss. I walk into the office and get my iPad out to record my bate and piss session when I get the urge to wank to keep it up.

I bring the ipad into the bathroom next to the tub. I stand over the bath tub and begin to stroke my cock.  As I am stroking, I push out to piss.  My dick is well lubed with piss and precum. I stroke and piss some more until I ooze the cum out of me. I saw the two big drops but that is all I could notice. I do know that I felt it.  Most of it went down the tub drain.  I could possibly go another round as horny as I am. But I'm good for now. 

The time with Boss in rehab sometimes seems more like a curse than a blessing but he's getting his physical strength back and I'm reopening my self pleasure. 

It feels like I have been more busy with him being in the facility than at home, dealing with all the nurses, doctors, the occupational therapist and physical therapist.  But having the place to myself has allowed more "Me" time.  

Instead of getting a hotel room, I can invite whoever over here at the apartment.  But I am not.  

I doubt that I will even hook up with anyone.  There are times when I don't want to think of anyone else's pleasure other than my own.  Masturbation and self pleasure is that outlet and tool to do exactly that and I am tapping into that during this time. 

Stroke 14

March 22, 2025

         Sat  10AM

Boss is still asleep.  It was a long night for him.  I, however, am up.  I'm checking out my new merchandise, ready to put it to good use.

Before I use my towel and balm, I decide to take a shower.  I soap up with my wash cloth.

It is actually more of an exfoliating rag than an actually wash cloth. 

I feel the scraping against my skin as I lather my body. I lather and exfoliate my arms, my arm pits, my chest, my entire torso.  

I wash down below my waist.  I watch as my crotch Is covered with white suds.  I begin to get aroused as take in the contrast of my dark brown skin against the white foaming bubbles.  

Slowly I exfoliate around my penis.  I'm not touching it but getting all the areas around it.  I go around the sides of my shaft.  I get the top and bottom of the shaft without actually getting it directly.  I go down to my balls.  Slowly I exfoliate, going down to my perineal area until I get to my butthole.  I migrate back up to my balls. By now my cock is half way hard. Now is the time I begin to wash my penis, grabbing a hold of it the soapy material.  

I rinse off and watch as the suds race down my body.  My dick gets harder watching the contrast, watching the suds fade away as the black hairs around my cock becomes more visible.

I grab the shower head and change the pulse to jet.

The force is powerful.  I bend forward.  With my left hand I grab my left butt cheek and spread it as far open as possible.  

With my right hand, I move the jet stream up making sure the force hits as much of the inside of my hole as possible.  After a few seconds I do the same thing switching hands and cheeks. I then soap up and wash my buttocks, making sure to get my crack.  After that, I squat down low in the tub and blast my hole with the powerful stream.

I can really feel the force of the jet when I squat.  I push out as much as possible feeling the force hit my walls.  It is not very deep but the sensitive nerves in the tip of my hole sends that feeling that something is entering me even though it is not deep.   Suddenly I have a feeling like I have to pee.  I stay there in the squating position and allow the little stream of piss I have out. It is not much piss.  Most of it is precum from being so horny.

To the right is my black dildo.  I get from squatting to kneeling on my knees.  I wet the suction base of the dick and give it a good slam on the shower wall in front of me.

I change the pulse of the shower from jet to a more gentle setting. It is a wider pulse and it does more tickling.  I set this to place between my legs under my balls, up and down my perineal area and occasionally massaging  my dick with the pulse.

I spit on my middle finger as I move in close to the cock I'm about to swallow.  

I begin to finger myself as I bob forward and backward on my black dildo. 

The feeling is good but I need actual lube for my butthole.  I lube my finger up and go deeper as I gag on the black rubber cock.  By this time I'm in a state of sheer horniness. I drop the shower head and begin to stroke as I continue to suck on the dildo and fuck myself with my middle finger.  Within seconds I blow my load in the bath tub.  I give myself a moment to gather myself before I rinse off and go on about my day.

Stroke 13

 March 22, 2025

    Sat  8:55 AM

It's official. I just got my own designated Bate Towel.  I actually purchased two so that I can have an extra when one is dirty.  I also purchased some balm to go with it.  I’m looking forward to testing out my new merchandise.

Stroke 12

January 26, 2025

About 3pm 

It's about 3pm.  I'm at home bored while Boss is in the home office working.  Since my early morning stroke this morning from Stroke 11, I have been in somewhat of a horny mood.  

"Do I want to go out to That Park and get sucked?  Do I want to suck dick or do I just want to stay home and masturbate instead," I think to myself.

It has been quite some time when masturbation has been my main focus. 

I don't know what it is.  I am not sure if it's that I'm older now and my perspective on masturbation is different or if its that I am always so busy that bating has become more of a thing I do just to release so I can go on with my day in peace. 

I used to love masturbating.  I was never one to edge all day.  I never had the attention span for that. But I would stroke, beat my meat, maybe prance around in some sexy underwear in the mirror and really take in all the sexiness that was me.  And even though it wouldn't be an all day goon session, (maybe fifteen, twenty minutes; sometimes ten or five) it still was a great feeling. It would charge me up for seconds and even thirds.  

Although the sessions weren't long, I had a good amount of them throughout the day.  

Now it is more Wham! Got that out of the way.

Ever since Boss and I have been home more post pandemic, having the apartment to do the things I used to are very limited.

I figured since I was horny I would go out, cruise, and get my dick sucked since my privacy to have a

bate day is damn near non existent these days

About 3:15pm

I drive down the long parking street where the cars are.  I drive until I get to the parked cars near the restroom.

There is a good looking Latino guy maybe in his early 30s in his car eyeing me.  I get out of my car and venture towards the restroom.  I take a piss and migrate towards the small gated window that is easy to see out of but difficult to see in.  

The guy I was hoping for was not taking the bite.  I walk back to my car.  

Again.  He is eyeing me but not making any moves. 

A few minutes go by and I go to the bathroom again. He has his eyes glue on me until I disappear behind closed doors. 

Again I wait.  I wait a bit longer. A White guy comes in. He's maybe in his 40s, kinda of husky and good looking. 

He looks toward the left at me as he stands by the toilet. I'm pissing at the urinal.  He finally lets out his piss as I finish.  I slowly put my cock into my pants.  He lets the few last drops fall and begins to stroke himself. I feel myself stiffening as he grows in his hands.  I pull mine back out.

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Stroke 11

 2:40am

I Woke up to take a piss after which, I got on my iPad to listen to some music.  There's a song in my head I used to play called Spanish Vocoder by Meat Beat Manifesto.

Ear worms are the worst in the middle of the night after getting up to use the bathroom.  It is a sure sign that you will not be getting any sleep until your quest is satisfied.  And still; good luck even after.

I put on my earphones as not to wake the hubby. I played it at a low volume and closed my eyes.

"How does one come up with the name Meat Beat Manifesto?”

Don’t ask why I think of trivial shit like this so early in the morning.

“Google it!”

Meat beat.

“No. I don’t want a tool to tenderize my food!”

“Let’s go a little deeper.”

I went down the list under Meat Beat.  Mind you, I’m no longer searching the name of the group.  My distracted mind has now seen a Reddit post under the Meat Beat search and there begins my portal of endless dick pics and jack off videos.

The last few years, I’ve mainly gotten high off my own supply.  I find watching myself way more entertaining.  

This morning the exception was made.

I opened up the page; and topic after topic was one hairy penis getting stroked after another.  There was one White guy with a beard that caught my attention.  He had some burgundy briefs on and a black T shirt, lying back on a love seat with his legs spread open. This is just what I needed to get my juices stirring. 

I turned off my iPad and headed for the office bathroom. I stripped down to just my tighty whities and began to stroke myself inside my briefs.

I didn’t stroke to cum; Just enough for satisfaction. 

Time began to make my eyes heavy.  I didn’t need that extra endorphin release after all.  The distraction was a good one however.  I'm actually sleeping while I write this. 

Stroke 10

November 28, 2024

I knew there was a reason I kept that empty sparkling water bottle.  

If we’re being honest, sparkling water does nothing for me.  It is in no way my jam.  

I figured since I'm cutting down on my sodas, I’d try it as a substitute.  Well, it didn't satisfy my taste buds but the bottle was surely put to good use.

12:24pm

I squatted myself in front of the camera dressed in a black t-shirt, my signature black leather jacket and  white socks with red and blue stripes at the cuff.  I had my shades on with my black leather gloves in my tighty whities. 

I set the photo timer to get a few selfie shots standing and posing for the right moment.  Slowly I began rubbing between my legs; not just my dick, but my balls and taint as well.  I started to get hard. 

I decided not to take my dick out of my drawers.  Since I've been into ass play lately, I decided to focus on that area.

A few weeks ago I purchased a bottle of sparkling water.  After finishing it, I decided to wash it out and put it with my stash of toys.

I got the bottle out, laid on the ground with my legs open and looked for the entry to my hole.  I pushed and pushed until the material of my underwear would no longer allow.

I had made a distinguishable imprint in the underwear so that it was noticeable where I was pushing.  

Using a key from my keyring, I punched a small hole right in the center of the imprint.  With my fingers I widened the rip.  I grabbed the bottle and began to push.  The hole was not big enough.

I took my leather gloves off and replaced them with my black, disposable, nitrile gloves.

Again, I ripped the hole a bit wider.  I picked up some lube and the bottle.  I lubed up the neck of the bottle so that it was well oiled along with my gloved fingers.  I squatted down to the ground and greased up my fuck hole with plenty of white lube.

I sat down and began a slow bounce as the neck of the bottle invaded my anal canal.  

Eventually I laid back, spread my legs and pushed the neck in and out while on the ground spread eagle.  

I had enough.  It didn't last very long.  I am still very tight.  As a matter of fact I'm so tight you could hear the suction when the bottle popped out of my hole.  

This one was definitely a fun one.  I look forward to many bottle rides.  Whether someone pounds my pussy into next Wednesday is yet to be known.  But for now I am enjoying breaking my "fairly good condition" cherry in with assturbation.

STROKE 9

November 24, 2024

Sunday 9:40am

I arrive at the hotel to get the last of my stuff before check out. I had gotten most of the stuff out the day before but I did have a few items in the hotel that I left; One of those being my E -Stim kit.

Yesterday I trained my throat.  Today I will be stimulating my other hole. 

I bring the E-Stim kit because I've tried it in the past and enjoyed the feeling.  

I try it in various locations but no place feels as good as when I use it on my asshole.  Therefore, I decide to revisit that location.

About 10:00am

It's a pretty sunny day for November.  It's not quite late enough in the day to feel its apricity, but the rays irradiate the room all the same.

I leave the black out curtains open for now but close the lace curtains so that I can enjoy the sunlight and still have some privacy. 

I turn the heater up so that it is warm enough for me to walk around either in my underwear or naked.  I strip down to my tighty whities and lay face down on the bed.  I feel myself getting aroused as I entertain the thought of my planned activities. 

As I begin to swell, I slowly grind my hips into the mattress. 

It feels alright, but a pillow would feel much better.  I gather two pillows, place them down lengthwise to my body, and climb on top.  My upper body relaxes against the top pillow as my hands grips the lower one pulling the soft material into my crotch area. I begin to fuck and hump.  

The underwear are much tighter. I am totally hard.  I decide to take off my drawers.  I get back to mounting the pillow with my bare body.  

I raise my hips up and lower them and up again.  At one point I raise my hips up and just keep them raised in the air with my hole exposed.  I stay that way as I spread my ass cheeks as wide as I possibly can. I lay there like a horny bottom waiting for a stud to take him. Although there is no one there to come behind me and give me a good ass pounding; my hole twitches as if there is. I begin to moan. I could almost feel it going deep inside me as I lay prostate on the bed.

I turn around and lay on my back.  I spread my legs wide. I place my middle finger in my mouth and suck and lick.  I get it nice and wet with my spit.  I push it in as I stroke my dick.  I stroke myself right to the edge as I feel my finger intruding my butthole.  

A few minutes later

I bring the E-Stim out.  Instead of using the big square electrodes, I use the long thin ones.  They fit better around my hole.  

One goes right above my hole, one below. One to the left of my hole and one right on top of my it.  

I turn it on. It is only at two right now.  I don't feel anything.  I turn it up: Three, four, five. 

I feel it pulsing, making my hole twitch like crazy.  I begin to moan.  I'm loving my hole being stimulated and worked. I cannot help but to moan as I feel the sensation taking control of my ass.  It is only a matter of time.

A flood of cum gushes out on my belly.  I lower my legs and relax my body as I come down for the assgasm.  I clean up the jizz with a washcloth and get ready for check out.